Nothing Really Matters, Any One Can See... Nothing Really Matters, To Me

There is no real individual reason for it, but I have really started to be pissed at everything around me lately. I don't care what it is.

Coworkers, Friends, Cats, Other Drivers, doesn't matter. I have just been cynical as hell, and I really just don't care about much anymore. I have been working out to relax, and watching cartoons. Other than that my life is working and sleeping. I don't even go shooting anymore.

Maybe I need to sleep more, but even that isn't worth it. I hate dreams now more than I ever have. So I blast my music, and roll on.

It isn't one thing, and it isn't the other. It is everything that is causing this, I think. Everything that happens to me just gives me more of a reason not to give a shit about anything anymore. So, while I assure you all, I'm not going to go crazy, and I'm not going to commit suicide. Fair warning. Lately I have just been saying Fuck it all.

Don't worry. I'll be alright. I just won't be fucking peachy anymore.