Poem Two

You always said you love me,
You never let me down.
You've always been rememberd,
Whenever I left town.

I don't know what to do,
Now that I need a break.
I wanted only to be with you,
Now I want to jump in a lake.

I would have tried cutting,
For some it works so well.
But I don't have the nerve,
So I stay in my personal hell.

My nerve would allow the pain,
It would allow the blood.
But I fear going to far,
And setting loose a flood.

I don't want to cause you trouble,
Don't want to cause you pain.
But now I don't know how to talk to you,
I've got nothing left to gain.

I only seemed to hurt you,
Only seemed to make it worse.
So I'm not going to write,
One more crappy verse.