In My Heart and In My Head... Journal post from the past

There used to be a time when you would talk to me just to talk. There used to be a time when we never even needed a reason. Now never do we talk without a used reason.
You have your life. I have mine. And these two cannot be more different of late. I understand. But it doesn't stop it from hurting. I wish it had never come to this. Wish we could have lived forever as we had before today.
But I don't know what I am doing now. And I don't know what to do anymore.
I never meant to hurt you. Never meant to make you cry. But of late that has been all I have done. Driving you further from me. You worry about me. You really shouldn't. I am fine. Or I will be. I am just confused and lost.
I just need to give you your space.
In my heart and in my head.