Poem Eight

So I'm afraid.
I know what I'm to do.
So I'm afraid.
I lost track in the leiu.

So I'm away.
Been gone for a long time.
So I'm weak.
Want to cut, want to rhyme.

So I'm here.
I'm only so for you.
So I'm sad.
Do you not feel it too.

I know I am the way you want to be.
I know I look the way you want to see.
I know that you feel everything for me.
But right now you feel so far away.

It tears me apart despite all of my might.
It keeps me awake all through the night.
It makes me want to hurt, this I fight.
But right now I feel so far away.

I long for you to come see me in this week.
I try not to breakdown, I try not to freak.
I try to be strong, I try to hold on, not to be weak.
But right now we are so far away.

You are where you are, I'm here right now.
It hurts me inside, makes me so incredibly foul.
But once I see you, once were together ... wow.
But right now ... Just so far away.

I am afraid.
I just want to be with you.
I am afraid.
These things I don't want to do.
I am afraid.
And there's no dreaming of you.