Sponge Bob Underwear...

You would think wearing it would put you in a better mood. But No...

I keep on thinking about it. I don't know what I want anymore. I don't know what makes me happy. I have been putting on facades for everyone for so long. Everyone at work thinks that I am perfectly happy with everything. Everyone at school think I am happy just being a partier. All of you are wrong. I don't know what I want. I don't know what makes me happy. I keep on thinking something is what I want. But I am always wrong. Everything I want keeps on slipping from my grasp. I don't know. I just don't know.

Maybe I should just relax more. Maybe I am just stressing over shit. I don't know, I will figure it out later I guess. I will be alright.