Therapy

I was told that I need Therapy. So I am seeking it.

I sent an email to a psychologist, and now I am waiting to hear back to set up a time to meet with them. Some of the things that are bothering me are: Depression, Obsessive Compulsive, and the Vertigo / Hand Shaking thing. I don't want these problems. I never asked for them.

So I am not drinking, and not cutting, and not doing anything detrimental to my own health. I just am.

I hope that the lady gets back to me tomorrow. I need someone to talk to that I can be frank with. I don't have anyone that I can tell everything.

On an interesting note, I told Bob that I got cut. And he asked if it was Self Mutilation or if I just goot really really drunk. Some how he knew. And that worries me.

I guess that is all I can say for right now. More to come later I guess. Once I figure shit out. Oh, I did have one more thing. Traffic didn't help today. I was just sitting on the highway for 2 and 1/2 hours. Then I started crying and couldn't stop. What the hell is wrong with me?