I hate everybody.

I am getting so pissed at everyone for the stupidest hings. It is really depressing me too. Not that everyone is being so assinine, but that I'm getting pissed at them for stupid reasons. I hate myself everytime I get pissed at someone. I feel infinitely bad for being angry with them. Even if I have proper reason.

It really really bothers me that I have these justified reasons to be pissed at people, but still I beat myself up about it. I am almost totally emotionally bled out. I am almost through caring about much of anything. I am almost to the point of giving up ... again ...

Maybe something will save me again. I don't know ...

We'll see I suppose. I may be broken and bleeding soon ... Maybe things will change, Maybe I'll be all perfectly fine tomorrow.

Maybe Pigs will be working air traffic control ...