The Beatles - Hey Jude

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

Hey Jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Hey Jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin,
You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.

Na na na nananana, nannana, hey Jude...

Little this, little that

Okay...

What's up...

My Grandmother Kimbel is in the hospital, and they are predicting two months are so. She has had some sort of cancer for a while, and it has spread. Stupid doctors, that don't know jack shit, didn't listen to her symptoms and test for it years ago. I hate doctors anyway. So I'm going to roadtrip out on St. Patties Day with Laura, and we'll be back that Sunday. This is a shitty time cause three of my great aunts just died within a month or so.

So we'll see how all that goes.

I'm on a diet again. And working out. I want to be in shape by summer. I want to be a 36 in waist. By my wedding I want to be a 34, or atleast have a body fat of around 16 - 18%. That would be nice.

I want to relax. I want to not have school for a while. I want to just chill for a while. Hold Jenni in one arm, hold a beer in the other hand, and fall asleep in the sand. Hmmm... That'd be nice. Very nice...

I had some strange dreams, not getting into the details I was married, not in St. Charles, and happy. It was really nice. Had a few kids... sigh...

Had a test today It went alright. I didn't study, didn't do any of the HW for the section, but I think I did alright. I doin't know exactly. We'll see on that too I guess.

Oh well, whatever. Fuck it all. I'm drinking before class.

Cheers

Explosives Technologies International

So I had an interview today with ETI... It sounds really neat. I would get to blow shit up. Which is always good I suppose.

I think it went well, I don't ever know really when it comes to interviews. They said it would take about ten to fifteen min, but I was there answering questions for around forty five min. Dunno.

The job would be in STL, South Carolina, North Carolina, California, or even Canada. I don't really want to be that far from Jenni, but it would be good work experience for getting a good job later on.

The pay kinda sucks at 10 to 12 dollars an hour, but they supplement half my housing, and they would also find cheap housing for us at like an extended stay america or something. And there is also the possiblity that I would work with a crew that is on the road constantly, and wouldn't have to pay for a place to live...

Dunno. I'll have to run through numbers if I get the job to see which would be better for the long run.

Hmm...

I signed a lease with Mark, Massive, JR, and JC yesterday. So I'll be living with all them next semester. The cost is realitively close to that of the quad, so I'll have to see what the price difference is and all that jazz... We'll see how all that works out.

I guess all that's left is I am on a diet. I need to lose some weight, and cut my muscles. Rippling Abs... Oh, to be beautiful... : ) ... I would like to be in a 36 or a 34 by my wedding. 34 is probably impossible, but I would like to be at about 18 % Body Fat. I am currently at about 32. I want to be in shape. It would be nice.

That's about it. I'm judging Science Olympiad this weekend, so we'll see how that goes too. I need to call Bobby this weekend and hang with him sometime.

Oh well

Lost Prophets : "Last Train Home"

One! Two! Three!

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again